The Loss

I lost my daughter this afternoon.  It was less than three minutes before I found her, but it was long enough for panic to set in.  I found this donkey as I looked for her, breathing in her smell on the stuffed animal she loves. My husband had gone to the basement to flip the …

Our New View

Hopefully, if all goes well, this will be my new view in July. I wrote a few months ago to you all here about selling our home for the dream of a life in the country. My husband and I grew up rurally and have since lived in cities, suburbs, and small towns here in …

You’re Okay Now

You’re okay now. You’re okay now. I said these words to my daughter today, over and over again until the words became a song with a rhythm all its own.  My body became my daughter’s safe haven as she softened into it, her breathing matching my own. I stroked her hair as she sat in …